Memories painted on the wall
Spreading to the ceiling and the floor
You left me behind for good
You said you can not love me like before
Now I weep all alone in this room
As the memories begin to melt away
Running like wet paint and mixing together
As I wish that they would just clearly stay
You took my heart with you as you left
So I am left with a gaping wound in my chest
You had said you loved me with all your heart
You said I was fairer than all the rest
Your lies were as sweet as sugar
Ad I seemed to crave it more and more
Now you have gone and left me
Treating me as if I were only a whore
I beleived in you and trusted you
Why did you do that, how could you lie?
I lay with you each night in your arms
Now I lay here alone and just cry
Now the walls begin to go blank
As the momories fade even more
I try to stop them from leaving
As I lay down on the floor
I become and empty shell of what once was
You took my essence away with you
My vision starts to blur from the tears
I am nothing now since I gave it to you
The last of the memories fade away
The room is now bare, all of you is gone
I am left in this dark, black room
I don't know if I can hold on for long
The black makes me blinded
As I relaim here on the floor
I don't even notice the sounds
When you walk back through the door
After all this time that has passed
You say you were wrong, you are sorry
You give me the same old lies you gave
And expect me to beleive your story
No more will I be your play thing
No more will i be your whore
No more will i warm your bed at night
I have had enough, just no more
A rage fills up the emptiness
Where my heart and soul once did fill
You have made me a monster
Instead of love only ager does spill
I know I can now stand on my own
I tell you to leave and to stay away
I do not need your lies anymore
I can now live life my own way
As I say these words to you
A peace fills me up to the brim
I take my heart and my essence back
I know I can live without him
As I stand there once again on my feet
I now can feel completely whole inside
For I know that pain doesnt always remain
And so my heart I do not need to hide
Like the blank wall your gone from me
You will never hurt me or take from me
And I know in my heart that I will be free
Even with the momories faded, I can still be me














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