I see it in the drawer
So shiney and so new
I pick it up and I know
exactly what to do

slowly opening it up
I gently test the blade
as drops of red appear
I know its perfectly made

I slide it against my wrist
and watch it slowly bleed
as I trace it up my arm
More and more I need

Its like a sudden rush
I just have to feel
You want to try it to?
You'll like the way it feels

With my arms spread I see
On my arms lines of crimson red
The world then becomes fuzzy
And I lightly hold my head

I fall down to the ground
And look all around me
In a puddle of my own blood
Only now am I truly free

As I move my vision burrs
And I lie down on my back
And with one last dying breath
The entire world goes black
Finally I find my release...